It seems everyone in my life is leaving me right now and that everything in my life is changing, moving from one volume to the next. Never did I think that it would be this hard to move on from one part of my life to another. My boyfriend is moving over a thousand miles from me, I am moving out on my own, and all of my friends are leaving me. My best friend for the past two years has already moved away, back to her home town 2 states away and more are getting ready to move. My best friend for life is supposed to be moving with me, but he just got this great job that I can't ask him to leave. It seems like everything is leaving. I am 25 years old, but I feel like an 18 year old, who is taking that first step into the real world. I am hit with the fact that I haven't really lived in the really real world yet; even though I am over an hour away, I still live with my parents. This next step is scaring the shit out me. What happens if I don't make it...What happens if I do?